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Wow, found a note by me from long ago being a stupid and brokenhearted College Freshman…
“How do I deal with this and move on? God knows I tried. What’s left to do? I don’t deserve this. All I did was love him and don’t tell me I wasn’t supposed to. If you were in my situation you’d feel the same way. It’s no puzzle. It just happened. I love him so much, it hurts. I want out but I don’t want to take the first step. I’m keeping him as a friend but it’s not easy. One minute I’m completely happy, then a second later he manages to go to my head and and stick around for the rest of the day. Tell me… Is it really that difficult to love me?”
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